I need advice on finding the bright side?
I will try to make this short. I am having a hard time hanging in there with every aspect of my life. I am going through a bankruptcy as a result of my husbands actions that I had no knowledge of. I want to keep my house so I am stuck with the 30k equity line to do so. I have student loans as well that I have to keep. All the years I worked 2 jobs to have perfect credit have been shattered because of this. Now I have no credit savings account or hope for my future. On top of all this I am going through health problems that may cause me to have a hysterectomy which is ok cause I have 3 kids and no desire for more. So with all of this I find myself struggling to believe my life will ever get better. I dont want to live but I dont want to die either. All I do is sleep and cry. I have tried antidepressants but they dont help. There is no bright side that I can see. The only thing that gets me out of bed to go to work is the need to feed my kids. My life has no joy hope or future.
I just need some hope from someone who may have been where I am now to tell me things will get better. I need some kind of hope.
This is a very hard situation. I often feel alone and I start to overanalyze things and dwell on how much my life sucks. I was venting over the telephone with my best friend the other day concerning my recent weight gain and she told me a story. She too has put on a few pounds and is having tough times in her life and this is what she had to say. One of her coworkers lost her 4year old daughter to cancer last week. At the funeral my friend found herself worrying about her fat hanging out of her pantyhose when all of a sudden the painful sobs of her coworker grabbed her attention. She said that she started thinking here I am worrying about this and that and she just lost her only child It really put things in perspective for her and her story did the same for me. My point? We all go through tough times not a single one of us has a perfect dramafree problemfree life. But there are so many things for us to be grateful for. Your childs embrace around your waist their dependency upon you their love for you. I hope things get better for you soon. God bless
hello i havent exactly been in your situation but i do believe if God brings you to it He will bring you through it im not a very religious person but i have been dealing with personal issues lately and that quote kinda keeps me going… just know that before it gets better it always gets worse i hope this helps :
I was in a similar situation once except for the hysterectomy part. The good news is you dont have anywhere to go but up. It may take a while but you will get there. So get a grip and fight your way back to where you want to be. Just try to learn from your mistakes and make better decisions next time around. Life Is Worth Living. Need more help? Please email me. Too much to write here but if it will keep you from doing something stupid I will tell you my whole story. Trust me What you are going through cannot possibly be any worse. I actually put a loaded gun to my head one day. I held it there for about 2 minutes. Then I got angry and I said an emphatic NO I put the gun away and my life has not been the same since. I fought and clawed my way back. I am still not totally out of the woods but I am doing much better.
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